When i woke up in the afternoon, i felt very light and more in control. I pick up the phone and order for my lunch. I was watching BBC.
The door bell rang.. The room service...
The door bell rang.. The room service...
He passed me my lunch, and he also handed me a book by Amy Waterman.
"Mr John requested these book to be handed to you"
I requested more about Mr John, but the boy replied that Mr John had checked early in the morning. The boy also informed me that I was spending the night drinking with Mr John.
There was thousands of question running through my head. Gosh! what did i do last night. I seriously have no single clue of what happened last night.
I flip through the book, and I had a sense of realisation. I spend the afternoon reading the book in my hotel room.
The book listed things that you ABSOLUTELY MUST NOT DO in order to perserve your personal integrity and sense of power. I realize that saving my marriage requires behavior that is not in tuitive at the time. Sure, give any one a few months, and they'll realize they've been a bit desperate and probably eventually stop, but this is very hard to do when your entire world falls below your feet. Your first instinct, of course, is to stop it immediately at all costs. This often doesn't place you in your best light.
The author was brilliant at providing check lists so that you can pick out your situation and then gives you a road map to fix it. After reading the book, i saw my roadmap quickly. The journey seems several hundred miles away. But, i was determined, and i have made my mind...
I WANT MY WIFE BACK! AND, I WILL DO ANYTHING TO GET MY WIFE BACK... I LOVE HER VERY MUCH!
My trip was actually exactly what I needed. My confusion, misery and desperation no longer had a death grip on me. My get away to Singapore gave me a fresh air and a clear mind.
I HAD A PLAN....!!!
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